Kayla-is-Maddhatter

Lets try again. Pick my self up once more and try, try again. Bring myself back and never give in. I found home in a new dark place,  I think I'm out I found myself pulled back in. Home is what you make it, so maybe I can make the best of this dark world i have found. SO lets try again. Let me do all I've done once more and see if I can come back. Maybe...just maybe i can prove my doctor..my parents.. my sister...the friends i have left... and most importantly myself... wrong. So ill pick up my pencil, ill pick up my pen, my camera, my soul. And try again.

Yep..That's me.. Its true. I was and still am and will always be that girl.. That girl that one point you hated. That at one point everyone hated. that girl you didn't like when you first met her, that girl you thought was annoying or anything like that... At some point it seems that every one of my friends that i have now hated me at some point or just didnt bother with me. With or with out me noticing... I was the girl you didn't meet on wrong terms or that girl someone who didnt even know me told a rumor about... that's me... I was the girl that i now know some ppl hated me for your years... Hated me for years with out me knowing...showin

Another panic attack today, but doing better now.